NOTE: Here is an exchange of tonight's text messages:
ME: Sitting in Starbucks reading "how it feels when a parent dies " Two.....surrounded by a bunch of deaf and disabled people. feeling overwhelmed with both grief and gratefulness. thinking of you. so happy within the sadness of this break-up we are alive and well. i love u. and miss you so much.
PENNSYLVANIA: I miss u too. Sucks not talking to you.
ME: i know. it sucks a lot. but i cant. even getting that text has me welled up with tears. my heart is broken.
PENNSYLVANIA: Sorry
ME: its ok love. i texted you first. i am just being honest. tonight i just need u to know u r so loved and u mean so much to me. and i am grateful that this is just a break-up not a permanant good-bye.
PENNSYLVANIA: Me too :)
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