I don't want to give up our joint cell phone account because I still want us to get back together.

nothing else, but this.

NOTE: We talked again today. Maybe we shouldn't, but he is my favorite person to talk to, and he always make me feel better and manages to make me laugh, this week I really need him.

Dear Pennsylvania,

I am exhausted and think I might be coming down with a cold. Mostly I just wanted to say that I don't want to give up our joint cell phone account because I still want us to get back together.

Oh! And on the phone tonight you asked, "how would it even work logistically it we got back together?". Why do you say stuff like that? Don't you see how hungry I am for hope? Do you understand how much I love you and how there is nothing more that I want in this world than for us to get back together? Just be careful what you say to me. Sometimes I still think you don't get how broken I am over you. Don't give me false hope - or any hope unless you mean it.

I love you. So much. Please, just find a way to fall in love with me. Please.

Love,

Wisconsin