NOTE: I am en route to Florida. I didn't get the job. He was the first one I told via text.
W: Didn’t get it...feel both relief and sadness. they are looking for more management. think i would be better in in windows...will be in touch if opportunities come up.
P: Poo. Oh well it was good to get your wheels turning at least. Lemme know what’s happening
W: In car listenining to “dreams from my father” written by and narrated by barack obama. it’s amazing you should get it and listen. wish you were coming to fl! xoxox
P: I know me too. F the cold. I’m jealous. I totally wish I was coming too. Can’t I still come? Would your parents think that is weird?
W: Yes, lol. Besides I would be sad.
P: You would get over it quickly and we would have fun!
W: You aren’t that easy to get over.
W: I am not going to tell them I didn’t get it.
P:Why?
W:I just can’t. as it is i feel like I am struggling in their eyes and in some ways i am
P: Aren’t they gonna ask u what happened?
W: Yeah I will tell them eventually after I make peace with it.
P: Just get another cool job in SF then it won’t matter.
W: It just would have been so easy. and more than anything a path.
P: What the SF job? Others will come along. You’re obviously hight qualified or they wouldn’t have wasted their time.
W: Maybe. But I have been applying to jobs like that since I lost my job and that was the first real bite. I am better at snowmen
anyway.
P: You should start a snowman business! $100 a snowman.
W: Lol, too bad I hate the cold
P: You could make fake ones in SF
W: Why does not getting the job make me miss you more?
P: Because you know that if you got that job I would move to SF and squelch of you.
W: I just want to cry and be alone and call someone instead i am suck with my parents in the car.
P: At least they’re listening to Barack....it could be so much worse
W: I would be your sugar mama. I do miss you so much. everyday.
P: I miss you too. Hurry up and get a job so you can support me!
W: Will money change my pheremones?
W: Double ex boyfriend wants me to help him furnish his apt. guess his budget?
P:10,000
W: 12k! Can you believe that? shit!
P: He wants to get back together for sure. Him asking you do that is like asking you to measure his dick.
W: Maybe. I think he is open to exploring that. I am still his fave person.
P: Of course you are! Ha! That will mean I dated a supreme court justice’s wife. I like that.
W: I didn’t say I was open to it!!!!
P:Oh but you are....even I know u are. Even if you don’t think u are u are.
W: He is more complicated to date than you are dear.
P: That even though that he isn’t on your radar screen right now because our relationship is in such close proximity he is however still on the map/
W: What does that mean!
W: I am still in love with you dear.
P:I didn’t say you were going to rekindle just that it is obviously something you both would consider. Considering he’s never loved anyone else and are you in the state you are in...
W: Well I understand my vunerability right now and know any feelings I have toward him are merely circumstancial. And he doesn’t want to be a supreme court justice. He wants to move back to chi town or madison. his family would drive me crazy. and i don’t see him as the guy i fell for just the ex. I am broken hearted. it would be wrong of me to pursue him. it would be plugging someone into your still warm spot. obviously the idea seems inviting. he is a really amazing person. and the financial security would be nice....which is so fucked up to say!!!!
P: Not fucked up. That the truth. That’s the reality we live in. Time will tell....
W: The thing is I would rather be poor and be with you
P: I do love u and not foolishly....I think about it everyday. Time will tell.....
W: U mean maybe u will love me??!! (just kidding...but foolishly hopeful)
W: As time passes my feelings for you become more lucid.....genuine love and respect. you are the best, best friend I have ever had. i think you are incredible. and whoever gets to spend their life with you is lucky.....and now I am getting all teary
P: We are the best of friends. I am lucky that Larry brought us together.
W: Lol! THANK YOU LARRY! I owe him a thank you card.
P: I’ll send him a photoshopped pregnant me Christmas thank u
W: I am sure he will love that. can i at least be an angel hovering above?
P: I guess.
W: “i guess” well gee wiz! thanks for including your best friend. your kid will be a basterd anyway
P: Maybe an evil dead Christmas slave angel of darkness.
W: Ok!! as long as i get to wear a cute xmas outfit
P: Of course. It would be a sexy dark angel.
W: Ok I can do that. I want to wear my red mermaid wig.
P: Getting ready for class dark angel. Text me later and I’ll distract you again from ur parents. Bye bye.
W: Have fun dear.
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