Toy Story 3
NOTE: I called him, right after I emailed him - I am neurotic like that. I needed to know. Plus I knew he just got him from a gig. (and maybe because I wanted to hear his voice)
I just talked to you and you told me it was okay to exploit you. So I am going to :)
It actually felt okay to talk to you tonight. No break-down. It was just like it used to be - us talking - with our banter and chemistry. It ALMOST felt like I could be your friend. I know of course that if I got into the habit of talking to you every night it would feel like you are still my boy-friend. And REMINDER TO SELF, you are not my boy-friend. You don't love me. You are not attracted to me.
Wouldn't it be great if you did though? We have so much fun together! I love our relationship - I love that we tease each other. I love how much you make me laugh and how I sometimes can make you laugh (I know of course that my sense of humor isn't as "evolved" as yours). I love you. Plus I think you are the most handsome man ! But only if you have scruff on your face - otherwise you look like a 1990's middle school social studies teacher who wears crappy pleated pants, tells lame jokes and has stale coffee breath.
Anyway, we watched Toy Story 3 tonight. Obviously it made me think of you - all the hours of our life lost to Lost and well, mostly just Lost. I still say the last two seasons sucked and I really don't get the final episode. Are they dead or not? Dumb ending.
Maybe it was the blog or the extra hour of sleep this morning. But I don't feel sad.
I still love you. I love us together - even if we are apart.
Love
Wisconsin
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