I wish you would fall in love with me next year

listened to this today in the car as I was writing my resolutions, it made me sad

Dear Pennsylvania,

You are playing tonight. I am alone writing you - waiting for Thompson Street roomie to call so we can watch the NYC ball drop together. The holidays and a break-up are a rough combination. I feel like since I left for Florida everyday is just another excruciating reminder that you don't love me.

I wrote out my 2011 goals today. One of them makes my heart sink with sadness:

Let Pennsylvania go.

It isn't like I have been trying, I have, but you aren't so easy to get over - especially when we talk and text. Especially because you are my favorite person - my best friend. But I have to. I have to eventually switch our phone plan. I have to find substitutions for you. I don't want to, but I can't go on loving you forever if you aren't going to love me back.

I wish we were celebrating the new year together. There is only 15 minutes left of 2010 for you. Enjoy it. I wish you would fall in love with me next year (as in - in 15 mins(your time!)).

Love

Wisconsin