Monday, January 17, 2011

Maybe it would. But probably it wouldn't.


i sing this song in my head so often - don't roll your eyes, it's totally fitting.
(i like this version.... you have to admit, it's better without the terrible elevator jazz piano bonnie uses)



Dear Pennsylvania,

I just wrote you an - but saved it to draft instead. It was all about how I am further understanding myself - about how I have related to men in the past - the role I allowed myself to play and how that affected us. There was much more detail that I don't care to blog about (some things you don't want posted on the internet).

In any case the point is I didn't send it to you. Even if 95% of me wanted to share it with you as my friend - there was 5% of me that wanted to share it with you in hopes you would want me back, in hopes that somehow my new self-understanding would somehow fix us. And you know what? Maybe it would. But probably it wouldn't.

Love,
Wisconsin

P.S.
Maybe my new self-clarity is due to my first day of the master cleanse! One down.....we will see how long I can last.

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