I felt very single tonight.

Single, check the single box please.

Dear Pennsylvania,

Finally no kids! I have had them the past two weeks. I started the night off with yoga - though this was no ordinary yoga class. There were disco lights and hair band music. It was an awesome start to my weekend.

I had my parents house to myself - it's their date night. So I made greens and beans, enjoyed a glass of red and watched "The Kids are Alright". Good movie - dialogue centric as you can imagine. I thought Juilanne Moore was better than Anette Benning - she should have gotten the GG.

I felt very single tonight. Not just because I was eating dinner, drinking wine and watching a movie alone, but because it felt normal. I guess I am good at being single. I don't mind my own company and quiet is nice. Though after all those hair band songs in class I kind of wanted to go out on the town and get my dance on. I miss that about us. I liked to go out once a week and watch you play while enjoying a whiskey and the occasional dance party. I miss that. Of course I don't miss hauling your heavy equipment in and waiting until you got paid at 2am when I was really wishing I was in bed.

I love that you are a musician. It's beautiful. You are passionate and have integrity. You are true to yourself. But it didn't make you easy to date. The weird schedule, the late nights, drama with fellow bandmates.....mostly the weird schedule. I always thought about how it would be hard to have school-aged kids with you because you would be gone working when they were home from school. I guess I don't need to worry about that now.

Enough said.

Love,

Wisconsin