Mackerel. Halibut. Sturgeon. Gold. Lion. Clown. Puffer. Minnow. Sardine

forever!

Dear Pennsylvania,

I am home....in so many ways.

Last night I stayed with California. I think of all the people in the world she might be the most nurturing to me. I always feel so loved, accepted, valued and understood in her presence. I am incredibly lucky to have her in my life. I love hanging out with Frog and Facebook too. Frog even stayed home from a movie to hang out with me - I heart him.

I got back on the mat tonight and felt amazing. I missed class so much when I was gone. This studio is so nurturing to me. I made two new friends tonight and chatted with my favorite teacher about my disaster trip and then her Christmas meltdown too.

I am cozy in my bed excited to wake up with Two and do the 5 Tibetan Rituals. I am going to start doing them every morning, hopefully Two will do them with me M-F. Oh! Also I think I am going to try and go to yoga twice a day on M/W/F. So that will bring my practice up to 9 times a week. It could be a bit of a stretch to get up at 5:30 however.....we'll see, I am not so good before 7am. But maybe it would change my life. AND I am finally going to buy myself a new yoga mat! I am psyched!

In any case. I feel so much more at ease - so much more myself.

I love you so much today. I especially loved when I accidentally sent you the text I meant to send to Ten - you answered - without asking the context of having a clue what I am talking about.

ME: Types of fish?

YOU: Mackerel. Halibut. Sturgeon. Gold. Lion. Clown. Puffer. Minnow. Sardine. How many do u need?

These are things that make me love you so dearly. As a boy-friend, as an ex-boy-friend, as a friend, as a human. You are my favorite person. My favorite. I have a feeling you will always be.

I really do love you so much - extra today, in a sad but truly grateful way. You changed my life for the better. You helped me to help myself. I will forever appreciate our time together.

Love,

Wisconsin