it was worse. now my heart hurts less.
I shaved my legs today - I took a bath and I just couldn't handle it anymore. I have nice legs under all that hair - a little bowed and skinny but they could be worse. Also this week I sent in my Food Corps application. I am finishing my Peace Corps application this weekend. It's almost done. I clearly haven't written you much lately. I think the combination of all these things mean my heart is healing. I am finally moving on. That and the other stuff on my mind (aunt) just seems too private to share.
I still think of you everyday. I still cringe at the thought of you falling love love - it makes me feel sick. I still love you, very much. You are so important to me and I cherish our time together. You gave me so many gifts. I miss you. I am by no means over you. But I have accepted us as over. I no longer think in the back of my head we will get back together. I have let go. I guess that's why I can move forward.
Anyway - I hope you are having a good Friday night. I am at California's again with Quinn Frances. I am going to finish my essays, make an apple cobbler and paint. Should be a relaxing weekend.
Love,
Wisconsin
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